why why why?

I've been thinkin about many things lately especially about death. I've gotten too many phone calls about people dying and it hurts like hell. My brothers grandmother passed away last month, my cousin called me the other day and told me that one of close friend passed away and my other cousin told me that one of her friends father was brutally murdered.

I know death is apart of life, but it just so happens that starting around my birthday and on people have passed away.

It scares me bit because now all I think of whose next in line to be sent to heaven?