ready to go

Hey guys. sorry i took so long to blogg. just been busy with finals and packing up my stuff and all. well my first semester is over and it wasnt an enjoyable one. but it did teach me a valuable lesson. COLLEGE IS NO FREAKiN JOKE! lol. now i know what to do and what not do 2nd semester!

i learned to not have as many friends cus they will lead u in the wrong direction.

thats why i only have 2 good friends... jalisha & valentina. i l0ve em s0 much they r my 2 wonderful angels!!!

we won the morgan vs. coppin BASKETBALL game and of course MORGAN MADE IT HAPPEN. unfortunately i didn't go to the after party.. just wasnt in the mood. im not in the partyin mo0d as i was when i first got here.

any way i gota finish packin!

GROW UP!

Since me and my roomate got back from thanksgiving break we have not spoken the way how we used to. and if you ask me i don't know why this is so. she has been acting very shady and very standoffish to me and maybe others, but since im her roomate i feel some type of way about it. for an example when i got back on sunday i greeted her and asked how her thanksgiving was and what did she do and hat not trying to make conversation.. her response was short and straight to the point so i left her alone. then she was on the phone and all she was saying was how she hates morgan and the people in it and how she has no friends and everyone is phony and the list goes on.. and i take offense to that because i have been nothing but nice to her.. yes we may have out bitter times but we get over it and laugh it off the very next minute.. but it neva came to the point where we disrespected one another.. then i offered her some dunkaroos and she was like "oo thank you vell, that was very nice of you" then right before we both went to sleep she was like "what is this.. is this some type of cheese.. and im like "no its like icing wth lil cookies in it".. then she said o no thanks and put it back on my desk.. like to others it may not be a big deal but to me it is because first u thank me about it and then say no thank you like an hour later about it.. like wtf? all day y-day and last night we have not spoken to eachother and so far we have not spoken. and i realized this morning she moved my refriderator closer to my side (we share the same fridge) as if she doesnt want to use it anymore.. which is fine with me if she wants to act like that then be my guest.. cus u only hurting ya self. but she can atleast be an adult about it and talk it out with me.. cus she making me feel like i did something wrong when i know damn well i didn't! maybe she had a fucked up thanksgiving.. but whatever it is.. i just hope she doesn't treat anybody else like that.. cus she will lose many friends...

QUOTES<3 (by anonymous)

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."

"Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't."

"When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one that has opened for us."

"It's true that we don't know what we've got until we loseit, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives."

"Feelings change - memories don't."

"You can close your eyes to things you don'twant to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel."

"Happiness needs sadness.Success needs failure.Benevolence needs evil.Love needs hatred.Victory needs defeat.Pleasure needs pain."

HATE

i hate this feeling that i have deep in my body.

its a feeling that others what understand and that i cant explain

too many thoughts are going thru my mind and im becoming overwhelmed w. things

i hate how i feel

i hate how i look

i hate how i carry myself

i hate how others think of me

i hate how i think of myself

i hate that i care for people a little bit too much

i hate when people take me for granted

i hate when others dont listen to me

i hate when i love

i hate the ones that i love who CLAIM they love me

i hate the ones who did me wrong and are currently doing me wrong

i hate haters

i hate contradictors

i hate liars

i hate cheaters

i hate decievers