i saw the love of my life last night!! we have known each other for 3 years but been together for 2 years now but sadly we are not together anymore and he has a new girlfriend. but he still lets me know that i am his NUMBER 1 and no other girl will ever take his place. we have been thru ups and downs for the past 2 years and it made us both know that in the end we still love each other and as much harm we do to our hearts we will always wind back together. i question him and wonder why he is with his current girlfriend.. i mean she has 2 kids and they are not even his.. when he has someone (me) with no kids whose going to school and has her shit together!!! but thats his choice. i don't think its a competition between me and her because i know what i have and i don't hate on other females..because everyone is different..
while we were together we reminisced about the good and bad times and talked about how we can fix our relationship because theres a few dents in it, that needs work! lol..he made me cry cause he was just telling me things that i really needed to hear from him in person rather than on the phone.. i mean what can i say my little 18 yr old heart is in love well at least i think so..
in the end i don't want anyone else but him my friends think im crazy for still being in love with him, but others just don't know him the way i do. he makes me feel so good about myself and ilove feeling good! i told him one day we will be together again but we just need our separate ways but know that we can always count on each other.
even tho he has a girlfriend it hurts deeply because i don't want him to be with anyone besides me. and i know deep down inside his heart he doesn't want me with anyone besides him but he leaves me no choice.. i mean if he really wants to make this relationship work then he will leave his girlfriend and make it happen with me and just pick up where we left off from.
there have been a few guys that caught my eye, but yet im not going to allow my heart to open up to anyone else besides him.
my friends and mom says i should move on and find someone better.. well as of right now i don't want to move on i LOVE HIM TOO DAMN MUCH!
in the end i will realize whats right and whats wrong but as of now but heart remains with him...
while we were together we reminisced about the good and bad times and talked about how we can fix our relationship because theres a few dents in it, that needs work! lol..he made me cry cause he was just telling me things that i really needed to hear from him in person rather than on the phone.. i mean what can i say my little 18 yr old heart is in love well at least i think so..
in the end i don't want anyone else but him my friends think im crazy for still being in love with him, but others just don't know him the way i do. he makes me feel so good about myself and ilove feeling good! i told him one day we will be together again but we just need our separate ways but know that we can always count on each other.
even tho he has a girlfriend it hurts deeply because i don't want him to be with anyone besides me. and i know deep down inside his heart he doesn't want me with anyone besides him but he leaves me no choice.. i mean if he really wants to make this relationship work then he will leave his girlfriend and make it happen with me and just pick up where we left off from.
there have been a few guys that caught my eye, but yet im not going to allow my heart to open up to anyone else besides him.
my friends and mom says i should move on and find someone better.. well as of right now i don't want to move on i LOVE HIM TOO DAMN MUCH!
in the end i will realize whats right and whats wrong but as of now but heart remains with him...
"Broken-Hearted Girl"
Beyonce Knowles
You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid that you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away, away with you....
I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
Beyonce Knowles
You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid that you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away, away with you....
I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
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